Once life and happiness twinkled in my eyes but now pain and frustration fuel my will to move on. My spirit high, but now crushed by the insensitivity of people's words. Once the place I run to for help is now the place I dread coming to everyday. Words, They once bring me joy now only bring me scar's. I sit here in my thoughts repeating only one thing in my mind," life is my prison." Pain keeps me numb. Happiness is my wish. I fell in love, he cheated and he left me numb. Now it seems as if the world is working against me. I am not good enough, my parents are fighting, and my love has left me. I can not seem to get anything right. I wi